What I feared has come upon me; what I dreaded has happened to me. I have no peace, no quietness; I have no rest, but only turmoil. – Job, Chapter 3 Almost nine months after losing my two babies, I’m still looking for peace.
Six Months Ago
Six months ago, my life changed forever. Six months ago, the world stopped moving. Six months ago, I said goodbye. Six months ago. I wish I could turn back time. I wish I could go back. I wish I could pull you out of the depths and pull you in. I wish for many things. Six…
Holding On to Hope
Sometimes I have a hard time sleeping at night. The flashbacks – they’re intrusive. In them, I’m still pregnant and it’s always the same.
A Letter to My Husband
Dear Delluhle, It’s hard to believe that eight years ago today we got married. Eight years! Isn’t it strange how thinking about the time that has passed can sometimes make you feel like no time has passed at all?
This is the conclusion to a five-part series on the birth and loss of my baby girls, Summer and Malia. Follow these links for parts 1, 2, 3, and 4. Death. There are many people who say that it is part of life. We are born and then we die. This is the unfortunate reality of…