Tag: christianity

• Longings

  

  What I feared has come upon me; what I dreaded has happened to me. I have no peace, no quietness; I have no rest, but only turmoil. – Job, Chapter 3 Almost nine months after losing my two babies, I’m still looking for peace.

  Janzel

  November 29, 2016

  Personal, Spiritual Reflections

  christianity, Death, God, grief, Jesus, life, loss, love, miscarriage, Pain, pregnancy loss, pregnancy loss awareness, Suffering

• Holding On to Hope

  

  Sometimes I have a hard time sleeping at night. The flashbacks – they’re intrusive. In them, I’m still pregnant and it’s always the same. 

  Janzel

  July 7, 2016

  Personal

  christianity, Death, Faith, God, grief, Inspiration, life, love, Pain, pregnancy loss, pregnancy loss awareness, preterm birth, reflections, Spirituality, twins

• A Letter to My Husband

  

  Dear Delluhle, It’s hard to believe that eight years ago today we got married. Eight years! Isn’t it strange how thinking about the time that has passed can sometimes make you feel like no time has passed at all?

  Janzel

  June 29, 2016

  Personal

  anniversary, christianity, life, love, Marriage, Relationships

• When Things Fall Apart

  

  This is a post that I’ve been sitting on for a while. In it I discuss some of the theological questions I have been having since losing my baby girls, specifically, God’s role in pain and suffering. (Although to be honest, this is an issue that I have been wrestling with for several years.) Just…

  Janzel

  June 7, 2016

  Spiritual Reflections

  christianity, Death, evil, featured, God, grief, life, loss, love, miscarriage, Pain, pregnancy loss, pregnancy loss awareness, providence, Suffering